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Being sad is baaaddd :( I was really really sad yesterday.. But now i'll try to be happy.even i lose someone who is very important to me:'(I have lots of things to be happy :) First i'm in korea, and second i can go anywhere i want. Ohhh!! and i have my darling TV!!!! Yesterday i watched TV until 2. Hee hee. I couldn't get asleep so yea.. I laughed a lot!!!!!

I'm still thinking whether i should get a fringe or not. Should i? ^^;;I miss people... a lot of people. i don't wanna leave korea but i terribly wanna see my friends in AISM =p. Hehe. My friend suggested me to wear the school uniform in my old school... I can't be bothered... it's full of dust!!!!!!! It stayed in my closet for 6 months... ewww....Yesterday i went to karaoke with my uncles, aunts, and cousins!! Hehe. we just had a family reunion. I was scared of my cousin.. He is 22 years old and i haven't seen him for such a long time!! I was scared... He looked scary... he was way older than when i saw him the last time. Hehe. I had to speak korean in a different way to him. Like.. for respecting the adults. and he could just speak korean to me as treating a kid!!! annoying... but it was still nice to see him. We sang a song and get 100% in karaoke!!! Hehe. Now i'm quite close with him. so many memories with him in my childhoooood! :D

OMG,,, my favorite TV show is coming within 5 mins!! hehe. Bye Bye~~!

I'm not emo anymore~ lalala~~

Hmm.. I'm so tired at the moment.. We had double PE yesterday and i'm really tired and exhausted... Thank god that there was not so much sun!!.. i was so tired that at the end of the period 2, i felt dizzy!!! Hate PE... Today??... today was kind of boring day~ I went to the korean restaurant for dinner and it was soooooooo nice~~~~~~ :D:D

I really can't survive without sms.. Caryn sent a sms today morning again... ARRR!!! keep sending me caryn!! i really want to send sms to people but i can't!!! T^T Guess what!!??? I'm not EMO today!! yay~~ i don't know why, but i felt like flying to the sky^^ Maybe because yesterday, my pillow comforted me and talked with me until i could get sleep.. :) hehe, i LOVE my pillow~~ =p

Yay~~ a lot of people came to our blog!! I haven't had any blog since i was in year4.. hmmm.. yeah!! i HAD a blog~ i didn't noticed... let me see... It's deleted!!! Damn it... I feel sorry to my old blog... haven't been for( um.. yr4, yr5, yr6, yr7, yr8, yr9,,,[

oohooh~~ yesterday in lunch time, i was gossiping(?) about someone with fara!! haha~~ it was funny :D:D I can't believe that fara is leaving at the end of the term2... HOW DARE YOU CAN LEAVE ME FARA!!! ARRRR~~~ PLEASE DONT LEAVE~ :'( Exams are coming.. hmm... i need to study.. but why i don't want to and pushing my plans over and over???!!!! i'll start tmr.. (probably tmr i'll be like, okay i'll start tmr.. and tmr... and tmr.. and exam!! how lazy i am..)

Today i saw a movie "The Pianist".. Well, quite an outdated movie but since i haven't seen it so.. quite a nice movie:D:D At the end of the movie, they showed the pianist playing the piano and it was soooooo cooooool! his finger was really fast that i was facinated and didn't even listen the music, just looking at the fast moving fingers!!! I was wondering what instrument i can play very well... Hmmm... learned a lot but .. sadly, nothing!!! AHHH!!!! Piano? started to learn when i was 8 and stopped when i was... um... 13. 5 years. Now?? forgot everything!! and then i learned violin for 2 years. Now?? um... I can only play one. which is quite easy.. T^T and then i learned clarinet for... HAHAHA!! 7 months!! i wanted to learn more but i had to come to here, malaysia.. but since clarinet is easy so i can play,, um,,, four!!!!

I'm so bored now... but at least i'm not emo anymore!!! yay!!!!!!!!

Caryn!! Stop sending SMS to me!! you are kind of torturing me.. :'( I'll tell you when i get some credits okie^^ and and.... I found a way to kill someone!! DEATH NOTE!! You have death note!! you should use it!!! haha

p.s. Someone is going out with someone~~ haha, Yay^^*

Emo~ XDXD

you are getting more serious, caryn... and as you know i didn't have enough time to talk a lot with the leaf... kids in the bus was VERY VERY VERY annoying!! they were screaming over and over and even a primary kid next to me started to scream!!!! i was trying to sleep but i couldn't!!! and... and.... that leaf helped me to ignore all those noises but still!!

and i was talking to you in sms!!! haha:D:D one of the messages was sent wrong,,, to brian!
it was "THAT'S A GOOD IDEA!! i'm talking to the leaf on the bus floor..." and he was like...
"weird"... yeah,,,, weird we are weird, aren't we, caryn?? haha XDXD and,,, and... LAME!! [
yeah,,, exams,,,, EXAMS!!!! AHHHH!!!!! but i can't be bothered to study...
very different from korean school... it is true that this school is really relaxing and comfortable!
no competition at all!!! in korean school, they rank the students so it is really stressful...

Oh well~ my life is getting really sad T^T why?? my life suppose to be happy and it was!!
but these days,,, i'm being an EMO!!!!!! sigh...
well i'm nice so, that's the problem (caryn would now what i'm talking about! =p)

okay... i'm sleepy now~~ haha :D good night~

talking with the leaf!

i'm so glad that i'm normal now... :) finally i can talk to living things... as caryn said i talked to the leaf on the bus floor,,, YES TRUE!!! i talked to the living thing, living thing which is ALIVE!! "yay" to me:D:D i was a bit sad when i talked to that leaf... the leaf said it was always thinking about the real value of its life! wow, the leaf was better than me!!! i haven't thought about my life at all.. what is the real value of my life??? hmmm.. ANYWAYS!!!!!
so, the leaf wanted to talk to the whole world to find its value of life and leave the world without any attachment finding those.... first the leaf asked the wind, "what's your value of life?" and the wind said he can give cool and fresh air to the people and all the living things on the earth!... the leaf was jealous and was really sad... so the wind helped the leaf to go to where many people stays and that place was OUR BUS!!!!!!! and BESIDE ME!!!!!!!!!

i told the leaf that you can make people happy by giving us pleasure whenever we see the trees. "i love the color of trees!!! they are awesome and beautiful!!! do you know why some blackboards are green?? that's because it makes the people's eyes comfortable!!! YOU ARE GREEN!!!"
The leaf was happy!!! we were both happy!!!! the leaf was happy because it found its own value of life and i was happy because i was proud of myself and I COULD TALK WITH LIVING THINGS,, not NON-living things!!!

that was my story with a leaf... the leaf is dead now but... died happily ever after!!!

caryn said the peach cakes are the best! their cream is so soft, cute and yummy~~~
i haven't talked to them... haven't seen them!!! hehe~ but i heard they are very friendly ^^

but it is true that i can't just ignore not talking to the non-living things!!! because....
they are AWESOME!!!!! yeah,,, coins are the best.. they smell but caryn!! do you smell someone when you talk with them??? YOU DON'T!!!!! coin is now angry... it doesn't like you anymore, caryn!!... TT >< i was trying to take a walk with a table yesterday in the park but...
they are soooooooooo heavy!!!!!!!!!!! the table walked 1cm and they were still happy~ and said thank you to be for pulling them!!! :D:D:D i was really happy!!!!
i can make both living things and non-living things happy~~~ XDXD how nice i am!! :)

OMG,,, caryn and me are now both bored and sad... TT
but... we have our blog and things to talk!!! hehe,, don't you think caryn??

Yay a blog!

We are so completely bored.. So we've decided to create a blog! :D
Hmm.. Who's the "we"?

you know who! 8)

Clarian's first post :D

so here comes my, clarian's , first post!!!
hmm,, we?? includes... Clarian!!!! and Caryn!!!
haha.. yeah... the purpose of this blog is because we are EXTREMELY BORED!!
guess what!! caryn suggested me yesterday to talk with the living things now...
people might think we are mad and weird,, well, some people actually DO!!!
so i talked with a leaf on the bus floor!!!!!!! i felt that i'm living in the world and interacting with
the living things which i haven't felt since i was having conversations with non living things... lol..
that leaf was okay,,, but still not as much as interesting as my pillow or potato chips! TT
i know my life is sad... full of boredom... but now i'm happy because now i can talk with this
blog with my another bored buddy, caryn!!! haha :D Don't you think, caryn?? XDXD