Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Damn....

Hehe. I felt like writing a post in korean.. Hehe. Translations are provided~ XDXD
Hmm.. Still my korean is much better... Ahhhhh!!!!!

슬퍼진다. 그러면 안된다는 것을 알면서도 그저 살며시 오는 슬픔.. 그런 슬픔이 느껴진다..
행복해야 하는데 웃어야 되는데..... 최대한 웃어야 할 시기.. 그리고 그럴수 있는 시기가 지금 밖에 없다는 것을 알고 있지만 그냥... 한없이 슬퍼진다. 멍하니 하늘을 바라 보았다 그냥 그저 멍하니... 구름과 대화하는듯.. 노을과 대화하는듯... 그리고 물었다... 그랬다. 모든것이 괜찮아 질거라고... 좋은 날을 언제나 온다고 그랬다.. 그럴때는 누구나 있지 않을까?? 감정 조절이 안될때... 지금 내가 그런가 보다.. 누군가와 이야기 하고 싶고... 혼자 있기는 싫다... 외로움이 느껴지기도 한다...

I feel sad. I don't know why but those sadness when it comes slowly and secretly in my empty mind... I suppose to be happy in this situation.. I have friends, families and all those things which would have no reasons to be sad.. and I know i suppose to laugh and enjoy my life now but.. but... just... i feel so sad and gloomy that i can't even express how much i feel sad... I looked at the sky, about to talk to the scattered clouds and the sky aglow in red and orange tones of colours with a setting sun... A huge and pure sky as if it is comforting and telling me that everything is going to be alright... as every clouds have silver lining...
When you can't control your feelings... sigh.. I want to talk to someone to forget everything about my sadness... (sadness with no reason..) i don't want to be alone... and i am now in a late night. Tomorrow i'll try to be happy,, talking with my good good friends :D

-Clarian

scribbled by cαryn & clαriαn at around 11:25 PM

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How to Cope with the Loss of a Pet Rock

(Found on some really awesome website with helped me overcome my grief)

Losing a loyal friend is always upsetting. Losing a Pet Rock is even worse, because you have spent so much time with them. They have been your constant companion and trusted friend. You could talk to them, and know that they would never tell anyone what you told them in secret. When they die, make sure they are buried someplace with lots of other rocks, so they will not be lonely.
Steps
  1. Bury your rock. If your rock has died, find a nice spot in your garden to bury him. If you have an area which contains a lot of other rocks, bury them there. Mark that spot in some way or another - burying an old spoon with the bit you eat off sticking out of the ground is an ideal gravestone.
  2. Remember your rock. If you have lost your rock, plant a flower in remembrance of them.
  3. Listen to really depressing music. Don't try to cheer yourself up for at least three days. You will drop back down to reality with a thud. Be really miserable. It is respectful to your rock. Slowly cheer up. That way,you won't get sudden pangs of mourning.
  4. Begin again. After at least a fortnight you can get a new rock!!!!!
Tips:
  • Classical music can make you really miserable.
  • Other things that can make you really miserable include homework, thinking about lost items, best friends who have moved away and how you never gave your rock a good life, and so on.