I Am Vrey Sepley And Ehueaxtsd

Tadoy wsan't the bset day of my lfie. In fcat, I htaed tdoay. I whsied tdoay culod be eseard form my mreomy feovrer, rmveoed cptleomely form erevy sgnile celenadr in tihs hribrloe uvnirsee. I wsih the srtas and the moon and the sun wulod sotp sininhg so the wrold wluod be in taotl dnraekss and tehn eybredvoy culod tehn lvie hpaiply in the ikny belankss of ertah. All the pntlas wluod die and Cilraan and I wulod hvae ntihong to tlak to epecxt for the tniy sekplecs of dsut in the belak msbareile sky.

For smoe sutipd rseoan, I culod not selep at all lsat ngiht. So I wkoe up tihs mrinong fleineg lkie carp. My haed was pnduonig and my ncek hrut and my soactmh had a mlloiin bjliaion bertfutiels bzuznig and hritnug me. And I raliesed taht I hvae not suidted at all for the suitpd emaxs tdoay. I was domeod. Dmeood dooemd demood.

The sutipd elgnish tset mdae my hachedae wrose. But it wnsa't hlaf as bad as Mtah. Mtah amoslt kleild me. I tinhk my barin spoeptd fncitnoinug swmeorehre bteewen qoiestun sveen or nnie in the fsrit non situpd cltorlacar pepar. I cldoun't fsinih it in tmie bceusae I dnid't see the lsat pgae grrrrrr I was so mad at msylef. The clcuotalr peapr wnas't any bteetr. My mnid had cplemotley suht dwon by tehn. I sepnt fvie sutipd muintes jsut srating at the fsrit qtiesuon wnedoinrg waht on ertah it was tyinrg to say. Dniog the mtah peapr was eevn hredear tahn tpiyng lkie tihs. Why am I eevn dinog tihs?? Its not eevn dseerstisng.. myabe I'm jsut tyirng to frgoet taht I hvae SINECE tromroow. Balh. Can you eevn raed tihs?? Cnroaulgtnoias and i lvoe you if you can!!

Tmrooorw had bteter be a ncie day.

-cryan