I wonder... If we DO see a psychiatrist, what illness will we be diagnosed with?? Hahaha..
Maybe the psychiatrist will hypnotise us and we'll tell him every single detail about the conversations we had with plums, potato chips, coins, pillows, blankets, walls, chairs, tables, leaves, grass, liquids, cake, cupcakes, brownies, mirrors etc. What a fun job!!
-caryn
Are our posts that long and weird!!?? Hmm.. I like it though~
Yeah!! caryn~ we can talked to the liquids as well. But i don't like them because they are... kind of noisy!! They move around everywhere if you let them to move. They once begged me to let them go out and i felt so sad and pathetic to them. So, i let them go - splash! - pouring out the water on the floor. They suddenly shouted for freedom and went everywhere!!! I had to find each of them. TT. I was so nice at that time. I don't know why. I just felt to be nice to the liquids. so caryn! be careful... They might ask you as well.. you are nice so you will let them go just like me=p
Hmm... I missed badminton today.. :'( Stupid migraine... It is true that i need to exercise these days.. I don't feel good... lol. Ruzz was talking about her superstar. She loves her superstar and she get married when she was born with him??!! She reminded me by ex... lol... another emoness coming to clarian~~ :'( I was thinking who do i love?? hmm... my parents. and then?? my friends. and then?? my ex??? do i love my ex??? i don't know.. lol..
I'm so tired now. We have PE tomorrow... Arrrrr~~~~~
I'll survive. Hope that i won't get dizzy under the sun again like last PE class.. ;(
-Clarian.
I feel like drinking milk.. Milk is gooood and yummy :D Ooh Clarian, have you tried talking to liquids? i'm gonna try that.. Water should be a very cool thing to talk to!! Milk is cool too!! Juice is yummy :P Juice! that reminds me.. I have a bottle collection!! I used to collect really adorable and cool bottles when I went to other countries. But some of them got squished on the way home or left behind somewhere... Anyway, I have like 7 really cool bottles now~! Not a lot but I'll collect more!! I don't feel like talking to them cause they might turn out to be not so nice creatures to talk to and I would have to destroy them!!!
Aaahhh.. PE tomorrow.. In the field.. Under the SUN OMG I HATE THE SUN I WISH IT WOULD JUST BURN ITSELF AWAY!! Blahh who cares. Its only PE. PE is fun!! We get to talk to grass!!!
I'm so tired, so exhausted, but I have to finish my homework, and try to study.. So not fun..
But exams will be over in a flash :) Yay..
-Caryn
Hehe, i'm now listening the spongebob song "It's the best day ever"!! I'm happy now. Not emo anymore~ i don't know why but i feel like not to be an emo anymore~ Caryn is still emo though.. she sent me sms again and I called her and comforted her~ hehe, friend power!!@.@
She said she doesn't want to go school for tomorrow. I do!! but I have to miss eca tomorrow..
stupid migraine.. lol... I'm sad now.. Hah?? I'm making myself sad. weird...
One sms arrived after dinner. I thought it was caryn again.. "She is now torturing me.. TT" i thought.. but then.. it was.. nick! (new one). My version, HAH??? "I haven't study for the weekends. did you?" It was kind of weird but funny~ Haha~ He always tried to be mean to me.
This friday, he was like "your finger is really short." I was really disappointed.. i know my finger is short but still... Hehe, so wat i did was getting a ruler from my "racist" pencil case and measured his finger and my finger. It was ONLY 1 CM DIFFERENCE!!!
Caryn and Brian looked at me in a weird eyes... yeah... But i had to!!! I needed something to argue about the finger thing!! He said he had sugar.. I had sugar as well!!! Whenever i say to him that he is weird, he always denies that he is not weird at all... lol... lier... I don't lie!!!
hehe, ask Caryn!! I never lie!!!!! I also gave her an example why i shouldn't lie.. If you want to know then ask her.
I talked to fara in online today. She said she doesn't like to talk with non living things... and doesn't want to be strange. WHHAATTT??? talking to them is not strange at all you know~ They have rights to talk and express themselves. Just like human rights!! Why EVERYONE respects the human right but not "non-living things rights"???
Poor caryn... suffered from a snake!! Haha~ I laughed so much that even i had a stomachache!
-Clarian!
I went to my friend's house for dinner. The first thing I saw when I entered her house was a big coffee table covered completely with every imaginable dessert.. Cake, muffins, cupcakes, brownies, tarts and some chocolate thing filled every space on the table!!! and all home-made!! Like WOAAHH!! My eyes were almost popping outta my head!! This is an absolutely wonderful chance to talk to cake and muffins and cupcakes and brownies and tarts and the weird chocolate thing!!! I've never talked to cupcakes before!!
I picked up a chocolate chip cupcake and a butter cupcake and I had a nice chat with them. I found out that the chocolate chip cupcake was allergic to chocolate!! Its skin broke out in bumps whenever it came into contact with chocolate.. Its so sad!! I think it's suffering from cocoaphobiadermatitis. But being my nice self, I ended its pain :) Thank God the butter cupcake wasn't allergic to butter.. that would have been tragic!!! The tarts were less friendly.. they snapped at me when I asked them if they enjoyed being arranged so closely to the brownies, cause everyone knows brownies adore tarts, but I never knew tarts hated brownies.. I think its because tarts are so much harder to make, so people bake them less often. Brownies on the other hand are so much easier to bake!! Hahahahahahaha!!! Well I ate them all anyway.
We went to the zoo later at night. The animals are awake at night but you can't really see anything cus its so dark.. I was excited cus I could finally talk to living things like giraffes and hippos and tigers and lions and bears and anything else that is so unfortunate to have to live in a zoo..!! After the animal show, there was a wrap-the-snake-around-you-and-take-a-photo thing.. I thought it was a wonderful opportunity to talk to a snake, especially with one wrapped around your shoulders. BAD IDEA. When it was my turn, I started having second thoughts about doing it.. The snake was fat and long.. it looked strong.. and it had a forked tongue.. Too late. The guy put the snake on my shoulder, and it was soo heavy!!!! and CREEPY!! The snake wrapped itself around me.. I tried to pretend that it was a scarf or something.. a very very heavy and scaly one.. I felt its dry scaly skin against my neck and my arms.. and I FREAKED OUT!! Totally freaked out!! I was yelling at the guy to take it off.. but instead of taking it off, he gave me the snake's head and told me to hold it!! I wanted to punch him!! The snake must have sensed my discomfort and started to wrap itself more tightly around me.. I was in a state of panic by then... Forget about punching the snake trainer or even talking to the stupid snake!!! What was important at that moment was where the snake's head was going and how tightly it was coiling around me!! Finally after what seemed like light years, they took it off me and I laughed myself to tears. >< hahaha.. That was scary.. and embarrasing.. but funny.. i guess.. for whoever who was watching.. eek. =/ I don't think I'll ever want to talk to living things again.. Too painful.. I'll stick to talking with walls and chairs and tables and coins and pillows and blankets!! :D
I was looking at the stars and I realized that stars are just huge chunks of rocks that somehow manage to give out some light.. Oh and the sun is a star too thats apparently dying soon.. like in a billion years or so. I don't think the earth can even last half that long anyway. So, talk to trees and flowers and moss and weeds and leaves and grass and mushrooms and algae and whatever you find growing on the ground!! It'll make them happy and they'll grow more and the world will be a happier and greener place!! Yay..
-CARYN.
Hmm.. I'm so tired at the moment.. We had double PE yesterday and i'm really tired and exhausted... Thank god that there was not so much sun!!.. i was so tired that at the end of the period 2, i felt dizzy!!! Hate PE... Today??... today was kind of boring day~ I went to the korean restaurant for dinner and it was soooooooo nice~~~~~~ :D:D
I really can't survive without sms.. Caryn sent a sms today morning again... ARRR!!! keep sending me caryn!! i really want to send sms to people but i can't!!! T^T Guess what!!??? I'm not EMO today!! yay~~ i don't know why, but i felt like flying to the sky^^ Maybe because yesterday, my pillow comforted me and talked with me until i could get sleep.. :) hehe, i LOVE my pillow~~ =p
Yay~~ a lot of people came to our blog!! I haven't had any blog since i was in year4.. hmmm.. yeah!! i HAD a blog~ i didn't noticed... let me see... It's deleted!!! Damn it... I feel sorry to my old blog... haven't been for( um.. yr4, yr5, yr6, yr7, yr8, yr9,,,[ oohooh~~ yesterday in lunch time, i was gossiping(?) about someone with fara!! haha~~ it was funny :D:D I can't believe that fara is leaving at the end of the term2... HOW DARE YOU CAN LEAVE ME FARA!!! ARRRR~~~ PLEASE DONT LEAVE~ :'( Exams are coming.. hmm... i need to study.. but why i don't want to and pushing my plans over and over???!!!! i'll start tmr.. (probably tmr i'll be like, okay i'll start tmr.. and tmr... and tmr.. and exam!! how lazy i am..) Today i saw a movie "The Pianist".. Well, quite an outdated movie but since i haven't seen it so.. quite a nice movie:D:D At the end of the movie, they showed the pianist playing the piano and it was soooooo cooooool! his finger was really fast that i was facinated and didn't even listen the music, just looking at the fast moving fingers!!! I was wondering what instrument i can play very well... Hmmm... learned a lot but .. sadly, nothing!!! AHHH!!!! Piano? started to learn when i was 8 and stopped when i was... um... 13. 5 years. Now?? forgot everything!! and then i learned violin for 2 years. Now?? um... I can only play one. which is quite easy.. T^T and then i learned clarinet for... HAHAHA!! 7 months!! i wanted to learn more but i had to come to here, malaysia.. but since clarinet is easy so i can play,, um,,, four!!!! I'm so bored now... but at least i'm not emo anymore!!! yay!!!!!!!! Caryn!! Stop sending SMS to me!! you are kind of torturing me.. :'( I'll tell you when i get some credits okie^^ and and.... I found a way to kill someone!! DEATH NOTE!! You have death note!! you should use it!!! haha p.s. Someone is going out with someone~~ haha, Yay^^*
Yay he didn't come today =) What a joy! :)))) PE was sososo tiring, I was still half asleep. Luckily the sun wasn't hot; it was quite cool actually :)
Ruzz gave me a fortune cookie today and it read "Your winsome smile will be your protection"!!
So I'll smile smile smile and I'll be protected from whatever I'm supposed to be protected from :D
I'm hungry...
Gahh I need to hit something!!
Its bad to get angry or sad. Everyone has their problems so there's really no point in getting mad and sad over small things. So, CLARIAN, BE HAPPY. We have to forget about those itchy nitty pointless things and get on with life!!! There are so many better things to do than get all sad and emo, right????? We can talk to tables and plums and cake and chairs and coins... wait, coins are bad!! No, coins are good.. You should use them to get some credit so I won't have to feel like I'm talking to the wall!! Actually talking to the wall is fun but its not fun if you're pretending to be talking to one or talking to someone who is pretending to be a wall!!!!
Haha, today was torture because my mouth hurt whenever I smiled, talked or laughed. I bit my lip hard while eating broccoli and rice and fish last week, and now I have 4 huge ulcers on the same spot. grrr. Hah. I was bored outta my mind during math, so I doodled on my table and it was a MASTERPIECE!! Ask zheng!! Well she probably wouldn't appreciate it :( But it was awesome!! I asked Clarian to see it but she was so blur.. "HAH???" *blur face* .. She thought I was gonna take the table for a walk.. -.-" I had to erase it of course.. sigh.
Tomorrow won't be very cool cause we have PE. 2 hours under the SUN!! I HATE THE SUN!!
And then I have IST....... TWO PERIODS OF IST... thats not very fun.. haha ><
Before dinner, I talked to the vacuum cleaner. I asked if it could suck up all the ouches and grrrness of our lives, but it said NO. It told me that if my life was all smooth and pretty without any bumps and blemishes, I would end up like the wall I was leaning agaisnt - spotless, plain and boring. Just give it a few scratches and some graffiti and it'll be a cooler and more awesome wall!! Hahaha.. Wow, I never knew vacuum cleaners were so deep..
Mhm.. Clarian, did you hear that?? Without problems, life would be BORING@!! So be happy!!!! Stop being sad!! SMILE! You have everything to live for!!!!!!!! Ask your pillow or table, they will agree with me!! We're nice people... :D Think happy, eat happy, sleep happy!
SMILE SMILE SMILE it won't hurt to SMILE :))))))))))))
and yeah! fishing sounds cool ;)
i'm in the school computer lab..
yesterday i was so sad that i cried a lot!!! :'(
if i stored those tears then you will be able to make a small swimming pool!! =p
yeah.. i know it was stupid crying over the small one thing but it's strange...
you know when you can't identify what you are feeling but makes you super sad an angry..
i talked to caryn and alden yesterday... my expire date was today so i had to talk to them within 30 mins, so it was 11:30..
yeah,,, my life is not supposed to be an EMO!!! FAR away from emo,,
Well.. caryn suggested me to go fishing!! we can catch a really pretty and nice fish and eat them!!! yummy~~ does somebody want to go fishing?? I love fishing~~
Hehe (doesnt' mean that i'm going fishing,,, but something like fishing!!! XDXD)
Caryn and i'm really sad at the moment plus very angry as well...
hmm.... i was so sleepy after school that i slept until 6:30 after school~~ yeah.. sleepy head~
I need sms!!! no sms until next week.. TT Ahhh~~~!!! caryn is keep sending sms to me even she knows that i can't send any sms..!! lol
I'll be happy looking at me and caryn's HAPPY blog~~^^
OMG... what should i do?? i told all my secrets to the coins and... use them in the shop to buy a chocolate!coins are good at gossiping,, it will probably spread all my secrets to everyone who gets that coin!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! Hopefully, it won't go to the person who i like because i told that coin everything about that person!!! Caryn told me that it will be dangerous if the coin talks with the mirror because mirror tells everyone who looks into it... but she told me a very wise and cool solution! If i walk with them in the park(because probably they were bored staying on the same spot!), and sleep with them on my bed then they would be HAPPY and won't tell any of my secrets!!hmm,,, i don't think the coins will talk to the mirrors:) they are scared of mirrors!!!
if i can remember the coin's face, then i would take it from the shop asking for the shopkeeper but i couldn't. I know it had a clean face with NO SMELL!!! I think i'm able to notice it if i can see it. SOMEONE, IF SOME COIN TELLS YOU WHO I LIKE THEN JUST IGNORE THEM!! AND GIVE IT TO ME,,, OKAY??? PLEASE~~~ IT IS THE MOST WANTED COIN!!
Now i have two choices.
1) Get all those coins in the shop and take a walk and sleep with them on my bed
2) Just let people to know all my secrets...
i'd rather choose the FIRST ONE!!! but... how?? how can i hold all those coins from the shop to my house and how can i sleep with them!!!???? my mum would take me to the mental hospital if i do that... Omg,,, i'm in TROUBLE!!! stupid coins... i won't talk to them any more... Caryn once warned me not to talk tothe coins since they would spread all my secrets around the world..i forgot and the coin was keep begging me to tell the secrets. I was just emo at thattime and just tell everything to the coin. But then,,, ... *Sigh....*
I'm so emo now... EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!!!!!!Caryn is sad as well,,, today morning she first made me really really sad...Ooh,, by the way, we are not nice anymore.. we proved ourselves that we are NOT nice but honest!!!!!! HaHa~~ ^^;;
Caryn and Clarian feel like killing someone!!!!! (weird ^^;;)
